Thanksgiving Musings
Thursday, November 22nd, 2007I figure what with my last post seeming to be a little on the rant / flame side, I need one that is a little more light hearted. Of course having discussed the whole ordeal over with dunkel and Brian I realized that my point of view is different from theirs, but we all do share the commonality that we dislike one liners.
Our newest project is that of RPing in asterisk style once again to HMF. Now I am not a fan of this method of RPing I’ll be the first to tell you that, but I kind of figure that this will be a chance for me to unwind after having two RPs fail on me and the fact that it is now impossible for me to finish my Novel project this month. Right now I’m all wall of text’d out so the chances of this even getting that long are pretty slim, though it would be nice of course.
Really I started this topic thinking I should state what I’m thankful for, because that’s what the holiday is suppose to be about. In a few hours my family will be over at our aunts house gorging ourselves on as much food as humanly possible followed by watching television while my mother and her sisters (We go over to her side of the family for thanksgiving) will look through sales papers trying to figure out what exactly to buy for Christmas. As for me, well I’ll have to deal with my now teenage cousins and honestly I don’t really see how all of them became so angst against everything.
Maybe it’s just me though, I was never really the bad child, I never really had that rebellious phase as a teenager, and I normally walk the straight and narrow. I’ve just never found anything else rather appeasing, I mean I’ve heard stories of my cousins going out to parties and getting completely trashed and high. My first thought is always, Now why would you want to do something stupid like that? Of course I did consider it when I was younger, but it never really had gotten past more than a thought.
Back than though I was young, dumb and thought I was in love. My ex-girlfriend was really one of the people that shaped me into the kind of person I am, and I really am grateful for that now that I look at everyone around me. I could have very well ended up like some of my other friends, out in the working world . She wasn’t the one who made the decision for me, but she did help me figure out where I should go get my education. Of course the reason I did break off that relationship is because she was trying to turn me into something that I am not, but that is a different blog post altogether.
I’m actually kind of thankful to be single this again, though I’ve been single for about two years now, and some people think I’m strange because of that. For me it breaks down into two things, 1.) I don’t have the money to have a girlfriend, and B.) I don’t have that much free time (Unless you include these twilight hours, which I don’t.) Now already I can see people saying, “But Jim you’re on an awful lot.” I am, but normally I’m doing schoolwork on my computer at the time. I’m just really good at multitasking while on a PC. The whole money thing is because I work at a dead end job while trying to earn my degree, but hopefully that will change during winter break (Though I love the people I work with…Sometimes).
The people I really need to thank though, are the fellow forum members I spent some of my free time with. Sure a few of them act like complete jerks and nublets sometimes, but in the end watching those people and having to enforce rules upon them make me a better person (I think). The others, my fellow RPers, and my fellow staff members are really a lot of fun, though I’ve only talked to a few people outside of the community the ones that I have seem like rather good people… Maybe not Brian and dunkel. (I kind, Brian is a good kid. As for dunkel well the sad thing is that dunkel and Jim think far too much alike. Sometimes I think dunkel has cameras in my room and is watching me… Does anyone else get that creepy vibe from dunkel? )
Of course I probably won’t be on much at all over the next few weeks, what with finals sneaking around the computer and the whole fact that my laptop is busted so I won’t be able to get online unless I go to the engineering building (AKA the military bunker.) Don’t worry though I’ll be back as soon as I get a new computer with walls of text galore. You all behave yourself otherwise, if Jim gets any bad reports from Brian or dunkel (Two people he keeps contact with), well let’s just say that you thought your grandparents could rant D:<